Spring Break

I haven't posted in such a long time, haha too busy I guess, always my excuse. Life's been alright. After hearing about the earthquake in Japan, I realized how fragile life really is. In one second, everything might be lost, and you'd never know how, when, where, or why. It's scary, I'm sad for the people who have lost their loved ones and will keep praying forever and ever. It will be ok. I recently learned that my brother has a heart problem, nothing too serious right now and iA it will never be, but it still made me cry. So much, it hurt. It's ok, he'll be ok, but just knowing that anything is wrong with him, makes me so sad :(. He's a great kid and I love him more than I could ever tell you. But I'll pray for him and that's all I can do, every second I think of him. At night, I always check if he's ok, still breathing when he's sleeping. I'll wake up at 3 AM and check on him. Of course he doesn't know, or he'd be like what's wrong with her haha. I care for him alot, when he's hurt, I hurt too. So, I spent a few hours crying in the bathroom, oh well.

Being in college, I know I miss out on a lot that's going on with the family. Their happiness and sadness, I wish I could always be there, but I'll try my best to be, even being far away.