New Year, New Beginning

So, it's been so long since I've posted. Life's been crazy, haha dealing with finals and school ahhhh

I'm thinking about maybe making a new blog soon. Something different, maybe about fashion not sure not sure, but I definitely want to.

I'm so glad it's finally 2011. A new year. A new beginning, just thinking about it makes me smile. :)

Hopefully this year will be much better than last year. 2010 was a crazy year for me, not the best, it was just too much. Getting sick over and over again, my sister getting hurt, stress, family, life in general was not good. I'm not one to complain about how my life is worse than other people's, and it's not, but I have been through a lot in life. More than anyone, anyone could know. It hurt, it still does sometimes. I try to forget everything, but at times, I just don't know how. That's why, I can't trust people easily and I don't let people in easily, not because anythings wrong with them, it's just how it is. I'm usually a pretty happy and cheerful person, it doesn't mean that I'm really always happy, but sometimes laughing and staying positive makes me feel better. Though it wasn't a great year, I think I have learned a lot and have matured some through those events. As one of my friends told me, it made me a stronger person.

Anyways......First semester in college is over, can't believe it haha. I think I have become a bit more mature and responsible, it's a great feeling, but at the same time I realize how fast time is flying. Making the most of every single second is important. It's been good semester, I made some amazing friends, my classes went well, and being away from home has been good for me. I'm a little closer to hopefully achieving my goals and making my dreams come true. Even when classes and life became a little tough in college, being around so many caring people, made it alright. :)

So, this year, I'm going to try to put everything behind me and move in. Going to let myself let go of the past 17 years, a little. It's time that I take care of myself, be healthy, smile more, laugh more, worry less, and just let everything fall into place, it will take some willpower. If things don't go the way I want them to, that's okay too. I'll be okay. Life won't ever be perfect, so there will be many ups and downs, but I will try to stay cheerful and happy no matter what. <3 <3 <3